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Well.. such a funny week.
Good news all around but fears too.

Yesterday just one of the best day of this 7 last days. Of course I had an exam and I don't really know if I succeeded.  T here were three questions about speech and experiments about word comprehension, and I did my best. But I also cried out my happiness. Cause France got its SUPERNATURAL CONVENTION ! Thanks to UltimArt, we have, at last, 3 days of SPN-Only ! It'll be amazing and I cant' wait for September 2010. The most wonderful thing would be Jensen &    Jared in Paris ! God, cannot believe we did it. We've waited for 5 years to have this Fuckin convention and we finally have it ! This is so awesome... I have to buy this tee shirt I saw on the official website of Asylum convention. "Winchester Bros. Fighting demons since 1983." and also more books about the series. This is so incredible I can't imagine how excited I'm goin to be next year.. You know I've always restrained myself to read all this fans' experiences in a SPN conventions in United States 'cause it was so hard to keep saying I'll never live this kind of thing.. I'm so glad today.

And...France won its first turn against Ireland !!! Woohoo, I already see the World Cup saying Hello !! Second turn tonight, we'll do it !

Twilight New Moon on theatres today. And i'm so bored of all this advertisements ! There is too much Edward everywhere. I'm gonna throw up.. I'm not saying I don't like the story. It's kind of a fairy tale, a great and epic love story between a human and a vampire. Awesome but, too much ! Seriously.. you go in the bookshop and there is Bella's face in EVERY magazines ! You take the metro and there are posters on EVERY wall ! It kills the whole thing when you see it everywhere around you ! I had to buy a magazine on Series and there is Bella & Edward &..(what's his name again ?!.. Jacob ?) Right. And I wondered "Is Twilight a series ?! I don't think so !" And true. I don't think it can be seen as a TV shows so.. What do they do on THIS magazine ?!!!!! Even the Lord Of the Rings didn't have so much advertisement ! I mean, this is clearly brainwashing. All this posters say "Look, I'm hot, i'm good, i'm what all teenagers want to be and all people want to see. Come to watch like Everybody !". Stupid.

Last friday night I met my old friends. By old friends I mean friends I've not seen for 10 years. Yes, Ten Years. And we went out, eating, dancing a few. We remembered all follies we used to make and this was super. I was a little nostalgic about this time where nothing counted, only friends, playing Pogs and being together. I didn't care about anything. I did not come to school saying to myself I wanted to go home quickly. There were Mehdi who came from Normandie, Claire, and me. We met Fatima and Naïma at the dancing club in Chatelet. Hope next time there will be more people so we could talk about what we've done this ten last years and see who we've become. There is such a gap between who we were several years ago and wo we are today. A lot of things to learn about these people who shared our school and our life in the past.

I'm feeling: (Good)

Track: Let me be Myself - 3 doors down

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I hate temperamental people. You know this kind of persons who change from one day to another, or even from an hour to another ! You can see them on monday, they'd say "Oh I'm great, How you doin' ?" and then on tuesday they don't even answer. You never get it, you don't know how to handle.. It is worse when the person was extremely close to you for 2 months and then, when you come, does not even say a word to you. I wonder why.. what did I do to make him so distant. Or perhaps, it is not about me at all. Maybe he got some problems in his life but, just a smile or some words once in a while, not such an effort I think.. and this way I'm not gonna get angry or nervous about what i've possibly done. 
Nevermind, I've taken the decision to do the same. And I hope I won't be perceived as a Freakin' impolite or indecisive person, or I'll really have to sort this out.

Here we are. Supernatural won this poll on UltimArt Creation Forum and despite of that, a topic was opened in order to defend our favorite show for the crew to decide which one deserves to have its convention in Paris ! Was furious at first, cause we won, what do they want ? And later, I just did my job; I  am in favour of a SPN convention and I do everything to have it ! The competition is hard. But I honestly think that SPN fans are the most coherent regarding the arguments and their wishes. The other fans shout things like "X is the best show of the wooooooorld, come on, let's make a conventioooooooon. I'd love it !!! I'm so in love with X !!!" with tons of HUGE pictures which put the pages out of shape, and with 10 spelling mistakes in a sentence, at least !.. Totally unnecessary to my mind  !
Check this out, Isn't it representative of the Supernatural fans' love ?

Anyway, less funny than TV shows.. homeworks. God, I have some exams next week and I don't really know what I got to learn. "Perception of words", too complicated for an English Student ! What am I goin to learn, this draw of the mouth or the ear one ? I hate biology.               

I'm feeling:                   

Track:  The Resolution - Jack's Mannequin                                                                                                               

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I just decided to start a new blog cause I missed that. And you surely noticed that I'm goin to write in English.. so why ? Because I'm a student in English language firstly, and because I love this way of expression. Sure it's also because some of you won't understand a thing, and so I could easily say what i'm thinkin without fear. Fear of being judged by some people who don't like me so much, and fear of hurting someone else. I only want to realease myself of what I have inside. I don't talk a lot in reality. I don't say what i'm feeling and this is why i need to write it down.

Some of you will give up the blog as soon as they won't understand a word. I'd say that you can imagine what my world is just by watching the pictures, listenning the music i'll put on it. It is really the way i'm living and stuff I love. I won't lie, I won't pretend i'm someone when I am not, and I won't talk about things I do not know - or maybe sometimes, but i'm 21 what do I know from my own world ? - .. My only target is to be myself in here. And so, if I want to be myself, why am I writing in English ? I'm French after all..And I'm proud of being French, that's not the great issue of this blog. I find the right words in English that's why I'm goin to express my life, my dislike, my pain in Shakespeare's language, no matter what you think - and I definitely hear your voice in you head saying I try to hide myself, or I want to be what I'm not ^^ - Done for the Damn-She's-gonna-write-in-English !  Take a dictionary if you're lost. I don't think you'll need one but eventually..

So I've just learned that HE's alone finally. And this is stupid and totally selfish but i'm glad. He cried out his love for her and at the end..Aha, what a joke ! He's on my level now, looking for someone to hug. Can't we hug.. together ? I think I'd like it but, it's never gonna happen actually. Stop Deamin Now.

I'm feeling:

Track: I don't care - Fall out boy